Written on 10:10 AM by zulns
aren't you guys surprise that i'm back again? after long gone.. i'm back to writing in my blog again. maybe i've been busy lately, even though i don't have a clue of what kept me busy all day long.
anyway, i'm writing here, just to not letting this one die. this grows nicely with my post before. and it should be continue to grow even if it has to be slow. rite?
back to my own life, i have a problem again. today is the 5th of the month. means, today it is supposedly my 36th monthly anniversary. my couple life. how amazing rite? but, i haven't settled good with my life yet. i have no clue what this should be..
but hey, i want it to end with marriage, and i think i have good friends who willing to advise me greatly on how to act next. thanks to them.
Written on 9:10 AM by zulns
dear *****,
why am i fallin for someone who i seriously will never near in getting?
and why am i actually seriously fall? knowing it simply not love?
why the hell, there problems in my relationship now.. frustrated stupid life seems to me
Written on 11:09 PM by zulns
my test, all of 'em nearly ends. for the first tests however. means nearly, because i have one test that still on pending. it just got postpone to some other day, which i have still no idea when. still waiting for notice of when and where will it be.
the test got postpone, because of the earthquake in Sumatera, Indonesia last wednesday. pity, cause i've been studying a lot for it. anyway, it got postpone because uitm penang could feel the some of the left over quakes or shakes. i can't feel any, which is a pity. it could be my first experience feeling it.
funny someone actually want to feel the quake right? haha. for just a little shake, wouldn't hurt. i wouldn't want something like tsunami or some real 9.0 scale quake.
and yeah, i'm lonely now. and the feeling of wanting someone to care of me just too much. hope i can handle it, slowly.
Written on 6:41 PM by zulns
an hour left, and i'm off to class. i guess. haven't finished my lab report yet. i just can't believe that i actually forgot about this yesterday. pity me. i just thinking of my test, surely because i have test tonight. i want As it well.
this lab thingy, making me.. darn. it just give me more pressure. whose idea is this? giving me trouble with test while my day is full with lab works. sheyt. they should know how to organize their schedule well to be respected. stupidity shows, man.
anyway, i won't go cursing all over this post. ain't good for me. i have to continue my work, and it seems a lot. i have no idea whether i'll go to my class for the 12pm class or not. hope i'll go, since i purposely didn't come yesterday. hehe.
thank you, to her. atleast she online and i can talk to her for 5minutes. heck, why am i crazy with her?
Written on 12:51 PM by zulns
dude, this is one of the best movie out there, screening in your cinemas today. you should be going out, and watch to get the feeling of this movie. jumper.
David Rice is a "Jumper", a teleporter, who can go anywhere, anytime. He can see 20 sunsets in one day, whisk his girlfriend across the world in the blink of an eye and grab millions of dollars in minutes. However, his life takes a sharp turn when he finds himself pursued by a secret organisation sworn to kill Jumpers. Forming an uneasy alliance with another young Jumper, David enters a war that has been raging for thousands of years. Chased around the world, he discovers a stunning truth about his own past and his family. From the American Midwest to the streets of Tokyo and the ruins of Rome, David's global odyssey is the first chapter in an epic adventure.
nice graphics, the story line is also great. i've just watched this movie 5 minutes ago. and this is what i recommend, that is for now. i'm trying to watch more movies, after i've done my tests. 2 more to go, and i'm rockin' with more movies in my personal laptop. haha!
i thought of not watching it today. but hey, waiting for someone finishing her job. unfortunately she go straight to bed afterwards. missed her, how can i? at least i know well how to spend my time while waiting right?
a quote from her today, "I'm eager to know it too.."
Written on 9:20 AM by zulns
i have a test tomorrow, or perhaps today. since its already 1am here in Malaysia. lovely day yesterday, maybe but i can't feel much. not really. boring, i guess but i had my fun. but when it gone, it just disappeared. poof, gone.
i feel lonely, i don't feel the fun no more. everything just not glowing like it should be. heck, i'm losing it losing everything within my grasp. before, i may have it but now it is gone. things just keep changing, and the heart is what i should be protecting.
take it as an experience in life.. maybe i will. maybe i am lucky
Written on 3:05 AM by zulns
today is a 101% a boring day. no one could defy. seriously, this is nothing but wake up, eat, and wondering with nothing to do. heck, guess i have to spend my life this way eyh.
assignments, there is no way i'm doing it today. too lazy, and too bored. if only i just have my fun for a couple of hours, seriously i'll study for some of the hours left. but, i ain't having any fun and it's near to a whole day.
great great. i wonder still why i kept thinking of those two. haha!